Reconstruction Beyond 30 Years

An open letter from Reconstruction’s founder William Goldsby

The purpose of this communication is to share briefly with you a piece of my personal story and to summarize the journey I have had with many of you within the past 30 years.  I hope that you get a sense of how I got here with Reconstruction, what’s happening now and the next chapter.

I was born in 1949 a few miles outside of Selma, Alabama. I was convicted twice of violent offenses during the Jim Crow era, and I have also been dishonorably discharged from the Army. The circumstances in which I was born did not successfully inject me into the control of a family structure, religious authority, the public education system or the public health care industrial complex.  During my childhood, my mom, dad and others near me paid me no mind, which left me to manage my own perceptions, maintain good mental hygiene, and to trust my organic intelligence.

My first time in Philadelphia was in 1988 after serving four years in Central America with the Peace Corps in Honduras and Guatemala.  This is when I first heard about the 1985 MOVE bombing which killed eleven, including five children, and was the driving force in my decision to come and live in Philadelphia. I was registering at the Community College of Philadelphia when I noticed on the bulletin board an announcement regarding a three-day event memorializing the MOVE victims. This event was sponsored by the American Friends Service Committee (AFSC).  Father Paul Washington presided over that second day which was a Saturday.  It took place on 4th and Arch Street at the Quaker Meeting House. Hundreds of people were there of whom I knew none.  Father Washington asked, “How do we prevent such a tragedy from happening again?” My spirit moved me to stand and challenge any organization to meet me halfway to design a program that would address the rage of black men. 

Barbara Moffett who at that time was the director of the Community Relations Division of AFSC reached out to me to discuss my challenge. As a result, the AFSC Mid-Atlantic Meeting Executive Committee agreed to finance a 12-month feasibility study.  During this period, we formed an advisory council, a board of directors, decided that the name would be Reconstruction and we secured the 501c3 tax exempt status in 1991.  In addition, we had formal and incredible support from the African American Studies Department at Temple University, the University of Pennsylvania Hypertension Clinic, Philadelphia Department of Social Services, the Pennsylvania Department of Adult Probation and Parole, Philadelphia Public Defenders Association and the State Correctional Institute at Graterford. The strategies, processes and decisions that went into program development criteria, the selection of participants, and the development of resources, were decided upon and facilitated by an external advisory committee. That committee consisted of faith-based communities, academics, civic leaders and other concerned folks. The internal advisory committee consisted primarily of men who were serving life without the possibility of parole, administrators and some long timers.

I believe that no one is born with rage, nor is anyone immune from it. It is our circumstances that have nourished all behaviors. I think that rage is a compilation of unexpressed feelings. Though MOVE lives their lives based on shared principles, they expressed their rage with profanity and mirrored it back to the community, for which they were bombed.  Spiritually and politically, I unite with MOVE’s expression of that rage. When I defended myself because of fear and with my own version of rage in two separate incidents I was indicted and convicted of a violent offense on both occasions. These are some of the seeds from which Reconstruction’s work evolves.

The consensus of all the groups and people whom I’ve mentioned so far was that Reconstruction would facilitate a three-stage Afrocentric program at SCI Graterford.  According to the program’s basic criteria, all those included were men who had been convicted twice of violent offenses. The 1st stage was 12 to 18 months and took place inside SCI Graterford. The 2nd stage was in the Reconstruction residential facility for 1 year. The residential facility was a 6 unit apartment building donated for $1 by Ms. Emma Ward.  The 3rd stage was two-years of after care and checking in. The curriculum, which was developed for the first cohort, has grown into the Reconstruction Community Capacity Building Curriculum (CCBC).

Reconstruction has adopted the philosophy that we are changing ourselves to change the world by uniting the many to defeat the few. We work to practice good mental hygiene and perception management while attempting to build capacity in this age of technological alienation/ community. The CCBC continues to evolve as it unearths and addresses this tension.  This curriculum also asks us to investigate our tendencies to indict and/or seek to help others without recognizing our own role in maintaining these larger paradigms of supremacy, especially when these paradigms conflict with “changing ourselves to change the world.” The aim of the CCBC is to build collective processes where we can all transcend any form of supremacy (whether that be white, Black, gender, class or any other form of dominance).  The CCBC has been taught in universities in various locales and is now being developed into a mobile app.

In 1993, the leadership of the Lifers Association at Graterford invited me to participate in a meeting hosted by them, some of their family members and other concerned people.  The original intent was to create a fund that would assist them to get access back into the court with their various cases.  We discovered this would be a major undertaking. So, after many meetings and much deliberation, we united behind politicizing the lifer’s plight by incorporating and taking the name Fight for Lifers (FFL).  We agreed to prioritize three focuses: Juvenile Life Without Parole, the contradictions within the commutation process, and the Post Conviction Relief Act (PCRA).  I volunteered to be at the center of FFL’s work in the spirit of reciprocity, and Reconstruction adopted FFL as its political domain in 2003.

Fight for Lifers has been one of five domains through which Reconstruction has operated as a 501c3 organization with each domain’s leadership coming from within domain membership. This has allowed Reconstruction to pursue its mission with a multi-faceted approach while remaining united in purpose with organizational support.  These five domains are:

  1. Fight For Lifers (FFL), whose mission is to abolish the life sentence and/or add a number to it. It is also Reconstruction’s political arm.
  2.  The Alumni Ex-offenders Association (AEA) which has a mission to politicize returning citizens.
  3. Leadership, Education, Advocacy and Development (LEAD) is designed for youth to develop leadership and to make sense of the world they’ve inherited.
  4. Reconstruction II is organized to be a think tank that does academic research and publication that supports the movement of abolition democracy.
  5. Noble Pillars is an incubator where Reconstruction sponsors various community initiatives. In the past we have sponsored groups like: Youth Art and Self-Empowerment Project (YASP), the Human Rights Coalition (HRC), Let’s Get Free (LGF), the Coalition to Abolish Death By Incarceration (CADBI), DeCarcerate PA and the MOVE organization.

Very recently, these 5 domains have been unable to sustain a critical mass of membership and the work of maintaining the domains has grown beyond the capacity of current Reconstruction, Inc. leadership. Efforts have been made over the last several years to reconstruct Reconstruction, Inc, including two different attempts at new board leadership formations. But each was overwhelmed due to current personal, familiar and political issues within Reconstruction, Inc.. For this reason, the decision has been made to stop managing our 501c3 structure.  Reconstruction’s nonprofit status will be allowed to expire in July 2024.  Our ongoing program is and will continue to be our membership. And our objective is to engage each other using the CCBC to realize our philosophy on personal, familial and communal levels.

As one of the many founders of FFL, it is my strongest belief that family members MUST be at the center and give leadership to this work.  Family members were at the center of the change that occurred within JLWOP.  Since the objective is to support the lifers by supporting their families, it has become and remains to be the primary challenge in this work.  The recent dramatic drop in letters coming to FFL and the lack of attendance at meetings by loved ones suggests FFL is not currently seen as a vital organization. On the other hand, FFL has a well-known, respected and appreciated history and large presence in the movement against LWOP. We have been blessed to receive many generous donations from inside individuals and organizations and their families. The reciprocity alive in our common struggle cannot be understated.

Know that each of you are deeply appreciated for the contributions you have made in helping Fight for Lifers and Reconstruction realize its mission to date. We look forward to remaining in fellowship towards our collective liberation.  As we lean into our personal, social and economic    spiritual capital and brilliance to get more clarity, we will attempt to keep you informed. Feel free to reach out with questions. ONA MOVE!

[this is:] OUR DAY, by Hakim Ali

August 7th, 2021

WE HAVE JOINED EACH OTHER TO EMBRACE THIS DAY

WE ARE LEARNING HOW TO KEEP NEGATIVETY AWAY

WE JOINED WITH EACH OTHER IN LOVE & DEVOTION

WE CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER, SO WE SEEK A SOLUTION

THE “CCBC” IS A LIVING & ACTIVE THING

IT IS SOMETHING THAT MAKES THE HEARTS & SOULS OF OUR ANCESTORS SING

WE FOUND OUT THAT WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON

WE LAUGHED, CRIED AND RELATED TO OUR UNION

THIS WAS TRULY A DAY TO BE REMEMBERED

A DAY WHEN INDIVIDUAL PEOPLE BECAME DEDICATED MEMBERS

IT BEGAN AND ENDED WITH RECOGNIZING WHAT WAS RIGHT

IT BEGAN AND ENDED WITH SEEKING AND FINDING THE LIGHT

SO, WE LEAVE BETTER THAN WE CAME

WE LEAVE AS BROTHERS & SISTERS OF THE SAME NAME:

                        RECONSTRUCTION INCORPORATED

Peace,

Hakim ‘Ali

(8-7-21)

{This poem was conceived, written and shared this day “during the actual teach in” at Owl Community Center. CCBC refers to Community Capacity Building Curriculum.}

Something I have been learning…

As a people we want to make changes in our society for the betterment of all people. I have been learning that the spirit in which we seek these changes is very important. We have to move in a spirit of humility and instead of starting totally new systems we have to work together with our leaders to remove the bad, repair the broken and recommend changes. We see that our criminal justice and prison system is flawed, but from my own experience and the knowledge I have about history and the way other nations punished certain crimes, I would rather spend some time in prison than get my hand chopped off for stealing. So I suggest we work together and repair the system to operate with fairness for all people.

-Mark King Sanders, Chair of LEAD

Prayer of Solidarity, by William Goldsby

The thoughts below are a written reflection from my earlier travels in Central America, Southern Africa, and my incarcerations during the Jim Crow period in Alabama and Germany. They are  reflections on how profoundly we acquiesce to the perception that we are disconnected from the divinity from which we are created. Embracing this oneness allows us to use our collective soul power and forces towards a new way of being. 

Our growth has been profound and innocent.

Our creator continues to enter our lives and heal us

Together we are deeply blessed.

Together the meaning of our creator takes physical form.

Together life is at Its purest.

Together we are protected from the randomness and ignorance of life.

Together we are connected to all elements, dimensions and vibrations.

Together we experience the wrath of life with hope.

Together we are obligated to create a new justice paradigm.

-In Solidarity, William Goldsby, 1984

Pillar III wraps up…

On Saturday, March 13th, we concluded our most recent round of Reconstruction’s Community Capacity-Building Curriculum. As part of Pillar III, we explored subgroups, grassroots partnerships, and institutional disruptions. Thanks to all who participated! Below is the word-cloud we made with our informal ‘notes.’

2020 (Take 1), by Hakim ‘Ali

IT’S 2020

WELL, ANOTHER DECADE HAS PASSED

WHAT HAPPENED IN THOSE 10 YEARS REMAIN IN THE PAST

BUT WE SHOULD BE FOCUSING ON THE HERE & NOW

WE MAY NOT HAVE ANOTHER DECADE TO BLOW

SO, LET’S THINK ABOUT THE YEAR JUST ENDED

DID YOU ACCOMPLISH WHAT YOU INTENDED?

DID YOU GAIN IN WISDOM AND STRENGTH?

OR WERE YOU SWAYED AND CONVINCED BY A FEEBLE EVENT?

WERE YOU FAITHFUL TO YOUR CORE AND BELIEF?

OR DID 2019 HAVE YOU RUNNING AND SEEKING RELIEF?

I CAN’T SAY THAT LAST YEAR WAS SUCCESSFUL

I HAD TOO MANY PERIODS OF BEING STRESSFUL

I LOST A LOT OF PEOPLE I LOVED

I STARTED TO LOSE MY FAITH IN THE ABOVE

I SEPARATED FROM FRIENDS OF THE PAST

I WAS SHOCKED AND ROCKED WHEN I LEARNED LOVE DIDN’T LAST

I THOUGHT I KNEW WHO WERE MY REAL FRIENDS

AND WASN’T SURE HOW TO BEGIN AGAIN

I FINALLY GOT BACK TO WHAT WAS ALWAYS THERE

MY REAL FRIENDS, MY MUSLIM FAMILY AND MY PRAYER

YES! 2019 ENDED MUCH BETTER THAT IT BEGUN

I STARTED TO HAVE SOME REAL FUN

I BEGAN TO SMILE AND LAUGH AGAIN

I REMEMBERED WHAT I HAD AGAIN

I REMEMBERED TO BE THANKFUL FOR LIFE, FOR FAMILY, FOR THE LOVE

OF

MY

LORD

SURELY, I WOULDN’T HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT HIM

YES! 2020 WILL BE BETTER, MY MAN

I KNOW THIS BECAUSE “MY LIFE” HAS RETURNED AGAIN…..

-Peace, Hakim ‘Ali